Today is the 6th August 2008 . It's only a week since i last posted an entry, but it seems like i haven't been updating for so long . So many things going on, i feel like the days are too fast . I don't even get to slow down and take a look at my life . Seriously, i can never expect happily-ever-after life with so much work .

Revision week starts next week, and i really wonder if i can make it through . I know it myself, i wouldn't be at my study table everyday . Everything has to be worked through . I'll try, and shall ask Mom to purchase cartons of RedBull for me . Haha .

Anyway, dear found my blog . Haha, not sure if you will be reading this, but this is most likely the place where you'll find the answer you want if you're so afraid i might go missing . =) . Big hint it is . I'm just not telling you . Today is Aloysius's ( dear's friend ) 27th birthday, had a celebration for him last night . Doris ( his girlfriend ), bought Swensens cake, a pair of NIKE shoes and a top . We only went to sing him a birthday song, hope it's enough to make him happy . It's birthday after all . And my very wonderful dear just decided to scare me by approaching from my back . Good thing i did not scream nor shout, and i do look at who's it before i give you a punch on the face huh . Haha .

New HOT STUFF magazine is out, Celest got on the cover page girl . She's beautiful, but some said she looks way older then her actual age . Haha .

http://www.hotstuffmag.net/modelsDetail.php?ID=066CT

And here's her blog . =) .

http://celestina-loves.blogspot.com/

Do support her . =) .

Jiejie's maternity leave ends this August, and she's going Thailand mid-August . So she wants a sisters clubbing - 13 August 2008 . I look forward to that . One last party before exams . After exams, i work and make sure i get 2K for lisence . I want that lisence, i demand for it, i'll force myself to work for it . I make sure i do it .

Hmmm . I've no idea why, i've been moody lately, i feel that things are not going right . What if one day i lie about where i go, and disappear forever ? What if one day, i leave a note on the table to bid farewell, and just left for migration alone ? Would i ? Cause i just know, even if i don't work, even if i have no career, even if dear earns enough to feed me forever, in this very city, it's hard for me to ever enjoy life the way i define it .

-Paranoid-

Time for school . Time to see friends . Time to try and stop thinking .

Stop thinking ? The problem is not yet solve, the question is left unanswered . The chosen one is always to escape and not think about it .